: My Dead Soul :

Aku nie ibarat duri dalam daging ke????

Ape aku buat semua nampak salah..

Pernah ke ko terpikir ape yang aku rasa..

Ko boleh letak bape banyak title pon untuk diri aku..

Selagi aku kuat aku boleh telan semua tu..

Orang memang senang nak cakap..

'xyah lah pikir benda yang menyakitkan hati'

Tapi pernah ke korang letakkan diri korang dalam tempat aku..

Seolah2 aku dipersalahkan dalam semua hal..

Aku lah yang kejam..

Aku lah yang jahat...

Ko pikir aku xpenat ker nak hadapi semua nie..

Aku pon manusia biasa yang ada hati dan perasaan..

Ko lontarkan segala ape yang ko nak ibarat aku manusia tanpa hati..

Aku terombang ambing sorang2..

Aku xde tempat berpauh lagi dah...

Kenapalah benda nie mesti nak jadi serentak..

Kat sape lagi aku nak ngadu...

AKu xkuat lagi dah nak bertahan...

Aku dah penat..

Kalau mahu buang aku..buang lah sampai xde kesan..

Jangan tinggalkan secalit ape pon..

Aku hanya perlukan mereka yang memerlukan aku

Aku hanya mahukan family aku..

Sebab mereka je yang memahami aku dan mampu menegakkan aku tika aku jatuh..

Aku pasrah..

Aku redha..

Aku bukan insan yang terbaik seperti yang ko harapkan..

Sebab di mata ko aku nie amat menjengkilkan...

Aku harap ko bahagia dengan kehidupan ko...

BoSAn

Malam nie aku lepak2 xbuat ape..

Cuma tadi dok melayan cerita Mr Monk..

Best gak lah..masuk paler gak a..

Dah tengok2 movie mula la bosan..(sbb aku bukan kaki movie)

so aku mula cari cek honey..kaco2 dia jap..

Tapi dia pon busy dok layan diri dengan movie..

Adoi seyes bosan...

so aku pon mula la dok maen2 tenet.. ( aku mmg hebat bab2 buang masa nie)

Tibe-tibe rasa nk on ym..

Upeyer member baek aku dah dok cari aku..

Macam biser la dok borak2 kosong...

Haaaiiihhhhh gindu yer zmn2 sek...

Zaman yang aku rasa sgt bahagia..

Nape ek???

May b time2 tu xde la nk pk problem sgt kot..

Idop epi2 je...

Aku harap2 mber2 baek aku sume sehat2..

Sampai ada yang dah bertahun2 xjmpa..
(jarak mmg betul2 memisahkan kami =( )

Xsabar nak balik Msia....

Cepat lah masa berlalu....nk balik~!!!!!!!!

I'm just a girl

I might be a little, concerned with my hair
I might need comfort, more than my share
I might seem to follow fashion, but claim that I don't care
My heart is your best friend, when it rules my head

I might want to talk a lot, but don't ask me why
And I'll get impatient, if you don't reply
I might always search for something wrong, I want you to deny
And if you love me just stay close, and hold me when i cry

Don't try to understand me, I'm just a girl
One of the greatest mysteries, you'll find in this world
I'm not hard to handle, I'm just a girl
I'm just a girl

I don't seek money, but I want your time
Cos I'd give my life for you, when you are mine
And it hurts me more than I can say when you pull away
But if you love me, you should tell me everyday

Don't try to understand me, I'm just a girl
One of the greatest mysteries, you'll find in this world
I'm not hard to handle, I'm just a girl

I'm just a girl

You might think I'm too demanding
But you're just not understanding, no

I might like to take advice, but go my own way
And it's when I hurt the most, I swear I'm okay
And it's always when you least expect, I say I want to stay
Might take just a single kiss, to steal my heart away

Don't try to understand me, I'm just a girl
One of the greatest mysteries, you'll find in this world
You think I'm an x file, I'm just a girl
I'm just a girl

Don't try to understand me, I'm just a girl
One of the greatest mysteries, you'll find in this world
I'm not hard to handle, I'm just a girl

I'm just a girl

Al-Fatihah

Dan bagi tiap-tiap umat ada tempoh (yang telah ditetapkan); maka apabila datang tempohnya, tidak dapat mereka dikemudiankan walau sesaatpun dan tidak dapat pula mereka didahulukan. (Al-Araf:34)..

Innalillahiwainnahilahirajiun..
Dari DIA kita datang, kepada DIA jua kita kembali...

To my beloved kak Ummu.
Takziah atas kehilangan ayahanda tercinta.
Be strong. Tuhan lebih menyayangi.

To my beloved friend, Rahedah.
May you rest in peace. You will surely be missed.

semoga arwah tenang disana....Al-fatihah

p/s ; Life's getting hard and real. God loves all of you, more than anyone of us do.

I found her

ok.
i found her. finally.
the one that i've been searching for..since last week maybe.

[ i'm not the one who search for it actually,hee ;p ]

seeing her pictures that worth thousand words,
made me having an episode of palpitation and stabbing chest pain,
[ whoah O_o extreme huh?haha]

i wonder what i'll feel if the person next to her is dia *erk*
i bet i'll cry like a baby lah..
like this T_T or maybe like this ;(
i mean..it seems like my heart will hurt. kenape yer?

hmm...i wonder why..